Later, music was playing and Matthew took my hands and said, "Let's dance, Mum". As we danced I was overwhelmed with love for him. I think, I thought, that I love him the most. And I felt guilty.
When Bethany came home, she ran inside, flung her arms around my neck and hugged me. I was overwhelmed with love for her and thought, I love her so much I must love her more than the others.
And then I laughed. All of these feelings in one day.
I love all of them the most!